raise your glass.

raise your glass to the girl who conquered the world.

for the first time in my life, i know what i want. i want exactly what i have right now to keep going. i am so perfectly content. happy, if you will. i can’t think of complaints.

I finally feel free. I don’t know what i want yet, but that’s okay. in time, i’ll find it. it’s good to know that i can be happy with just myself independently. 

as for you. as for the past. you are my history. you no longer exist to me. i wish you luck, but not really. i should want to be mature and wish you the best with your life and that maybe you’ll find that it’s okay to be who you are, but i don’t. for all the pain you put me through, you are nothing. you are no one. and i hope you stay that way.

i am having some of the best times of my life. i am me. i am perfect the way i am. i can’t say i know who i am just  yet. but i’m figuring it out finally. she would be so proud of me.

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